心情很乱 不知道想要写些什么。。

我真的不知道该如何面对。。

求求你，我累了。。

不要再让我这样累好吗？？

如果一定要这样。。 我宁愿要求你放开我。。

我们还是忘了一切。。 忘了彼此吧！！

 

When i get my salary...

I wanna buy a lot of things..

Oh My God...

The expensive for me to travelling is killing me..

It made me cant buy my favourite things..

and the most sad is ..

somebody owe me money...

but never thought of paying me back...

Oh My God..

Why i am so unfortune???

 

5 months already ..

i didnt go for shopping..

I really cannot tahan d..

altot this month salary is just cukup for me..

but then i dun care ar...

buy first just think abt it..

next month i need to fight for my commission..

get more client..

 

Arrghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

BB vs BB

R & R forever..

 

2007, 22 February.. I wanna apply Credit Card .............................................

 

dun know is it coz of my job..

everyday outstation..

dun have time to acc him...

so that made me feel like got no partner..

we seem like too busy of our own work..

we got no times to spend together..

 

sometimes i will think if i not in direct sales...

not in outstation team..

will it be better???

Maybe he really is too busy..

I wont blame him

I just hope like this dun remain too long..

 

 

I start to accept my job..

maybe coz of Mel b..

finally a girl is following me outstation..

felt more comfortable..

At least i am not so stress like before..

I remember somebody told me before..

Working is like this one..

Must be have stress.. 

Still tot in college life so relax ar??

U are working now..

U should accept the stress ar..

Dun want so stress..

Then dun want to earn money lo...

 

 

Direct sales actually is not so stress actually..

Mel b, aaron, desmond.. teach me a lot..

Aaron teach me how to do more sales..

Desmond teach me how to be brave..

and Mel b she teach me how to face this job..

when the time i feeling down..

got no sales.. she told me.. is like this one.. 

Do sales sometimes need to depend on luck

got luck then got sales..

even u are very good in talking no luck also like this..

this made me felt better.. at least i wont feel wanna resign again...

 

 

Hope that i can get earn a lot money in this half year..

I got many things wanna achieve..

haha.. cant wait to get my salary..

coz i know next month salary will be above 2000...

aisk.. finally i see some return...